Syawal

I’m so sick of this. I have come to the conclusion that death could only tear the strong relationship that the cyber world and I shared. Yet, another failed attempt to escape from this trap. Oh well, I guess there is no solution to resolve this issues as I will always find another alternatives to get online. Tsk. Prelim results are out and I’ve improve by 9 points as compared to the term threes examinations. As i type this, I raised my eyebrows and stared blankly at my reflection. “So what the hell am I supposed to do now?” I began to question with obvious puzzlement. Strange. How? Run away from this miseries or continue to climb up to the peak of the climb? I could no longer trust the answer deep down inside me. I’ll just let life flows like a river ( weird sentence, but it somehow reminds me of a cheer with an even weirder actions.)

Enough of meeting failed expectations. indeed, the Eid Mubarak was a week ago and I really had a blast although I did not managed to collect a ransom amount of $$$$$ Prolly, economic downturn :/ Oh well, time flies when you are having so much fun with your mother. Yeah, the women is flying off this Wednesday. How I wish she could just stay on till my Os are over. As much as I don’t appreciate it, her presence makes me feel grounded. With such an aura shielding me, I would be able to focus on things so much better and set my priorities right. Hmmm, well who to blame? Its a choice that I made earlier on :(

I know teenagers tend to be gatal and miang when it comes to relationship. But i think it is more than irritating when you tend to overdo it. Sadly,it just reflects that your world just revolves around love. It isn’t jealousy. Its just that when things began to turn upside down, you’ll be wasting the tears when you began to re-read you entries. Think about it, what you got if you ain’t got love? Serious. No offence yeah :)